What's Love

Friday, November 6, 2009 ♥

♥ 10:25 PM

damn as i brownse the old mickey. i spot some very old pictures. haha. damn kental, ain't i? haha. but.... cool jugak ehh rambot akuh dulu? (referring to the picture>>>>) messy messy hairdo. ohhh, i miss that hair. can i chop off this boring long layered hair of mine? and can i have that necklace? Let's Rock On concept uh kayy? fuh! i like i like. still remember pee-ing where ever i want when i'm high in the skyy. still remember all the funny things that happen. still fresh in mind. where nobody nag, nobody cares and i'm the wildest among all. haha. back then i was with that someone who i learn nothing about love but enjoy and silence. escape from all troubles she create. even in arguements, i dont wish to settle. all i did was *zapppp* gombak!!!!!! without that someone know. cause all she did was gumming all the way and even forget the own gf. good good good~ suffer but still enjoy. yeah. that's me. i keep things low below. i dont go around whining like some kids do. when they need me, they call. when i need them, where were they? damn and i still hanging on the edge on my own. i miss clubbing. sooooo muchhhhh. i miss wearing all that kind of sexy lady's wear. and what?! wearing baju tytoe to town? yes, that right. hahaha. bull shit shak irah dulu. and wear tube, shorts & sweater only to town? without any make ups? hahaha. yes, that's me. haha. the most masai. oh well, what do you expect? tuh zaman when im sec 2 going sec 3 like that. so the typical fanatic minah. yes, i do admit i am a minah used-to-be but nomore now. if i am now, shawneyBOB manerh mau lepak? longkang kah? hahahahahaha. seriously, i miss my old self but i dont want to repeat it again. it hurts my mum alot. crying by the bed every night when i run away from home. seeee, how many sins i've made to my own mum? iskkk. sooo the rabaks. to budak2 yang running away from home, come home lahh kannn, zaman biler nak lari rumah. dont make your parents suffer, in the end you suffer much more then them. hidop tak tenang without a mother's love. even though quarrels with family, try not to run away. just chill yourself. then go home. there's reason where people nag. cause they care & love us. true enough? so that's all for tonight. going to *ZzZzZzZ* soon. heh. long enough, love?

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recent ♥ 8:33 PM

hello loves. finally, i stop all the scratching scratching which irrits me last night. it doesn't matter much what i really did. rot at home the whole day. just dont feel like going out or meet anyone. i been entertaining my daughter, bopo. she being the attention seeker whole day. gosh. tired sungguh layan die. help mum with housechores. and yah, been texting with ibuu & shawneyBOB sajerh lahh. basically, tytoe tytoe ayam for last night. waken up by ibuu's text message. then text with she want to sleep alrdy. sleep again. waken up again. housechores. cook. entertain daughter. sleep again. waken up. bathe. text with shawneyBOB. swimming outing? hell no. heh! adeh lahh reason reason tertentu. then blalalala. blogging lahh kan. hehe. that's all. tmmr got interview & hopefully, ibuu follow us or atleast turun jurong. going interview with annisLOVE at jurong east, 1300hours. toodles.

the above picture is my ibu & bapak sajerh lahh. read both of their blog already. fuh! sedeh sajerh. sampai crying sendiri tawuk. isk. i couldn't believe soooo much happen between them. cause each time, trippers meet, they seems soooooo happy. sooo the good good good~. haiyo. speechless all over the story. but hopefully, one day they be together back again. can uh? can uh, ibu & bapak? giant love both of you muchiex okehh? *thumbs up*

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Thursday, November 5, 2009 ♥

too much ♥ 12:21 AM

exhausted with the damn things that been happening. sometimes, i feel like breaking down. sometimes, i need to be strong. yes, i'm ego and i do make myself regretted over things. but so what? it's my own feelings not yours. i have noone to talk with. i been keeping way too much, even shawneyBOB realise it. been having stupid sleepless night again and again. what do you want? what do you expect from me? as i try to pray again and again, i lose my soul. i lost the concentrate. i miss you. damn alot. i wake up from sleep, all i listen was music going on. bad music. shouts. where's all the outing? i'm tired. thinking about this and that. i'm losing my grip. big apology to shawneyBOB. i been throwing my ego to her. contacting with this and that. but i'm grateful that i do explain & share things with her. too much. i even think soooooo much just to delete the other blog of mine. i dont know what happening. it took me tooo much to think over little things. what happening? i want to go home. yes, a place where people call it a home. where they own perfect laugh in the family. mind going blank soon. i dont need anything but just a nice talk with you.

p/s:not referring to any outsiders.

Labels: breaking down

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ♥

finally ♥ 5:37 PM

webcaming with yan

evening love. tomorrow will be the last day for school. it starts at 9am. waduh..... dont know can wake up anort. but tomorrow also got project lesson. takpeh. endure sajerh lahh kan. then by friday can job hunting again. who want to follow? heh. that's all i can update. goodbye kaypoh. to yamaLOVE, sabar okehh love. what come around goes around, aye. now you concentrate on work first aye baby. you got giant's number right? i'm just a phone away. anything text giant okeh. giant will always be there to listen okehhh. iloveyou, love.

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Monday, November 2, 2009 ♥

that lady ♥ 9:03 AM

morning love. see see irah in school already. very exhausted from yesterday outing. harbour front, henderson, taman jurong, jurong west (kudeh kehpang), jln sultan & marina barrage. damn. reach home around 2plus. text with shawneyBOB till fall sleep. heh. shall not elaborate more. very tired. done & out. i'll update very soon. maybe meeting AKIspade later after class. at night maybe meeting shawneyBOB to pass keys & ciggy sajerh lahhh. mau steam pahh, trippers? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. man, i miss clubbing with sisterLOVES. freelance relationship for mine baby. i saw somebody yesterday. *somebody call 911*. kiter mati kan _______. hahahaahahahahahahaha. dont act as if you are innocent, bitch. *blueck, shake2 pantat kat kau*. be envy & kaypoh okeh lady?

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Sunday, November 1, 2009 ♥

that call ♥ 3:32 PM

hello earthing. going to type damn freaking fast pasal nak kuar. heh. sempat. klau shawn tau, mampos akuh. meeting yamaLOVE later at NTI sajerh. imissyou, dear and i miss that adk of mine, irakeneto. adk, cepat balek. imissyou, y'know. hahaha. and i just put down phone with AKIspade. imissyou, LOVE. call me up soon again or shall i say, jumpeh kat NTI nanti? haha. hanya satu satu nya AKIspade, aye. hahahahaha. okeh. want to bathe2. nak itot tak? hahahahaha. toodles. LOVES, missfakeadk.

Labels: conversation of us.

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